Baby oh baby

Salam,

This is my third child birth.oohhh...i got to say this is the most painfull of all. Honestly, this labour would be the easiest of all if i was having this baby at private clinic....but it happen so in a goverment hospital....i just want to promise to myself, next time i'm going to do it at SMC. I,ve detect labour contraction at 12.30 am, wake my husband up and we head out to the hospital. My contraction was getting more painful, however after a brief evaluation by the nurses i was just left there on the bed alone. And i was thinking...oh my god! they just leaving me alone in these pain..without offering any drugs to relief the pain! i've read articles in the net saying that there's no shame in needing drugs to relief labour pain from ur doctor. So i asked for pain relief.....the nurses said that they dont have it the evaluation room and that they only can give the drugs in labour room. Not long...my contractions was getting stronger, the nurses heard me crying in pain. So they said i have to go the labour room.....god...i have to move my pain wrecking body onto wheel stretcher.....i told myself it's going to be over soon cause i'm starting to feel that urge to push. I was having contraction when i was wheeled to the supposed labour room so i close my eyes all the way there. i open my eyes when the nurses told me to transfer my pain wrecking body to the bed.....god it was so painful. It turn out to be that i was not in the labour room...i was in the waiting room!!! There was me...feeling every muscle in my body contract very so painful that i cried loudly cause i can hold it any more. Less than a minute in the waiting room, the nurses order me to transfer myself to the wheel stretcher so that they can transfer me to the labour room......unbelivable......Do they know that i'm active labour pain...how do they expect me to easily lift my body while holding the urge to push!!? The doctors they have in the goverment hospital were very young...they lack of experience that could help them make vital decisions. After 2 childbirth, i know the kind of contraction that help me push my baby out...and that was the contraction i've felt when i was in the waiting room, while they wheeled me to labour room, while they asked my again to transfer to bed and while the contraction was so hard that i cried begging to the nurses and doctors so that i'm allow to push my baby out. NO...NO not yet....ur only 7 cm open.......baby's head is still far inside...i can hear the nurses ask to doctor.....what to do now?....they dont know what to do!!!!???? Just let me push!!!! Finally, after seeing me crying and begging, the doctor simply say.....Okay let's try pushing now. Well....i got great news for u doctor...that great contraction was almost gone. I literally have to push my baby out by my meager strength alone without my body helping me. After 5 extraordinary push....my baby was out.